why is it so hard to be happy but get sad so easily……..

This is a torture. nothing about my results here.

my results……………. FAINT

1st year GPA: 2.667

How bad!!

No A some more!! D+ adelahhh!

-.-

must punish myself!! must must must!!!  I’ll think of ways to give myself a lesson to learn… until i get A for most modules!

How long will this take? No one understand. I don’t know why I feel this way.. How long must i stay like this?